Trust
the cure lyric

There is no-one left in the world
That I can hold onto
There is really no-one left at all
There is only you
And if you leave me now
You leave all that we were
Undone
There is really no-one left
You are the only one
And still the hardest part for you
To put your trust in me
I love you more than I can say
Why won't you just believe?

Satu Lagi
ada hal yang nyakitin lagi gak?

i do believe in you
put me in your lies

i do believe in you
put me in your lite

i do believe in you
put me in your life

and i do luv and trust
on your body, mind and soul

now, it's your turn
u have to believe me

Remains & Pieces
sebidang keluhan

kemarin,
gw anggap orang lain akan melakukan hal-hal baik
kayak gw lakuin ke orang lain
gw anggap orang lain sepolos gw, sejujur gw

hari ini,
gw belajar banyak dari kebohongan orang lain
ternyata gak semudah itu memperhitungkan hidup
apalagi menyangkut orang lain di sekitar kita

besok,
gw yakin bakal banyak hal baru
yang bikin gw kaget, sakit dan mencoba tenang
belajar untuk sabar dan ikhlas atas semua hal itu

Terimakasih Allah, gw lebih baik dari hari kemarin

Shred of Honesty
secarik kejujuran

she was a successful business woman before
and she is more than that
she takes a wrong choice from every sides
and i hate "kartini" because all of this
now i'm facing up another similar situation
she wants to be a really good career woman
do i have to prejudice her?
my humanity says yeah, u can do it baby
but my logic experience say no, please
and i see black cloud on her face
too bad to see it again
remind me of the risk that i took before
i never want to take that risk again

but?
here it is my fookin objections,
i have daughter that inattention
had less time to grows with her dad and mom
i dun want to have another inattention child
she was cheated on me with another 2 guys at the same time
i do cheat on her with only 1 woman at the different time
she did more than hundreds short messages and i do zero
every single message that i read shows her in single time
too bad to read that logs through text technology
and i hate myself, i dun have the reason to read it
to know what she looks like behind me

what i have to do now?
i do wish..
i do pray..
i do suggest..
to her mind, to her soul, to her body

a phrase that i want to tell her
to be a good mother and a succesful woman is hard enough
i believe she can do that
takes thousand jobs to do
takes thousand miles to crawl
takes thousand hours to pass
but only one thing that she have to prove
at my side and behind me
i used to called it honesty

sederhana aja lah, ngapain banyak duit tapi ada yang terlantar?

Fenomena Kehidupan
an email from a friend at jabar.go.id

Kehidupan merupakan sebuah pengorbanan yang sangat besar maknanya
Didalam perjalanan segala rintangan akan menghadang tanpa ada ampunan
Sekali kita terlengah dari pantauan akal pikiran dan perbuatan maka bencana dengan perlahan dan tanpa kita sadari dan diyakini akan menembus diri kita
Perubahan fenomena alam yang begitu besar membuat kita enggan untuk berfikir dan melihat kebelakang
Hari demi hari semua tumpuan yang kita curahkan hanyalah untuk harapan yang membanggakan tanpa kita pernah menyadari atas apa sebenarnya yang harus kita perbuat, dan apa yang sebetulnya telah kita lakukan untuk kehidupan di dunia ini
Sadarkah kita bahwa apa yang kita lakukan saat ini hanyalah untuk kepentingan nafsu dan emosi ke ego an diri kita sendiri ???
Pernahkah terulas didalam benak kita bahwa begitu banyak korban atas apa yang kita lakukan demi tercapainya maksud dan tujuan kita ???
Jelas semua tidak terlihat oleh akal dan pikiran tentang apa yang kita perbuat namun mereka yang menjadi korban merasakan atas kerugian atas penderitaan yang telah kita lakukan