Monday, November 29, 2004

As seen on Che, page 104 & 142

... dan aku tidak sedang bersantai dengan penyakitku
ataupun menikmati masa tenang dan minum-minum,
tapi aku sedang bekerja untuk orang-orang di sekitarku
jauh melebihi batas yang diberikan oleh tubuhku...
... jika di waktu terakhir kita harus bertemu di bawah langit yang lain
maka pikiranku terakhir akan kuberikan pada orang-orang itu...
... aku kembali ke jalan dengan perisai di tangan
aku harus menjalani hidup yang sesuai dengan apa yang kupercayai
beberapa orang bilang aku adalah seorang petualang
dan kuakui aku memang petualang,
tapi petualang yang jauh berbeda dari yang lain,
aku adalah petualang yang menyerahkan nyawa
untuk jalan yang dilaluinya
demi terbuktinya kekerasan kepalaku mencintai kalian...

ingatlah selalu condottiero kecil ini dalam hidup kalian

Friday, November 12, 2004

Forgive

absolve, accept apology, acquit, allow for, amnesty, bear with, clear, commute, condone, efface, exculpate, excuse, exempt, exonerate, extenuate, forget, laugh off, let off, let pass, make allowance, overlook, palliate, pardon, pocket, purge, release, relent, remit, reprieve, respite, spring, w, wink at.

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Not Enough

To love somebody secretly and never touch
Hurts you sometimes
It's not so easy to find
Can happen once
If it don't come easily
One thing you must believe
You can always have trust in me
It's always been there
Standing there

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Real Luv
is not to have one another

We are the right thing at the wrong time
I'm doing this because I luv her more than she'll ever know
Right now I'm too selfish to be all she needs
I have to open up my wings and experience life as I have never known it
She is everything I could ever ask for
I have asked her to stay with me
But she has decided that it will be OK when i do sumthin that's not easy now
Like a child loose sumthin, i've cried for anything we used to do
Been a long time i never cried
Thanks v much for give me a chance to cry
Maybe I will not return, cos i have less time for life
Maybe I will not return, cos i can't fix the whole problem that separate me and my wife
Maybe (if) I will return when she's in another relationship, i do more cry
She always be my last luv that i will remember for the rest of my life

Dear God,
Please make her so fine and find a man that luv her just like i did before, even more..
Please.. Please.. But if each day, each hour, she feels that she is destined for me..
In me nothing is extinguished or forgotten