Saturday, April 24, 2004

WUFTPD

Wake Up From The Pain of Dying

Saturday, April 17, 2004

Friendster April 16, 2004 7:23 AM

What would you ask if you met God and you have 1 question?

She wrote : please dont take him so quick..

I feel happy, I feel sad, I feel sorry.

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

The Repeating Circles

Here i go again
One more day beyond
White walls and uniform
Serve me with hurts and pains
Throw everything in my stomach

Still the best part inside my head
Lookin on hanging red transparent plastics
Again and again and again
Then I let it speak clearly
Don't deny it boy, drink my blood and stay alive!

And still round the corner
There may wait,
A same way of the illness?
A new road?
Or a secret gate?

As I blacked out, so shall it be done!

God, Forgive me for this mistyping..

Monday, April 12, 2004

Flake

I know she said it's alright
But you can make it up next time
I know she knows it's not right
There ain't no use in lying
Maybe she thinks I know something
Maybe maybe she thinks its fine
Maybe she knows something I don't
I'm so, I'm so tired, I'm so tired of trying

It seems to me that maybe
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go
And often times we're lazy
It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one no not no one
Likes to be let down

I know she loves the sunrise
No longer sees it with her sleeping eyes
And I know that when she said she's gonna try
Well it might not work because of other ties and
I know she usually has some other ties
And I wouldn't want to break 'em, nah, I wouldn't want to break 'em
Maybe she'll help me to untie this but
Until then well, I'm gonna have to lie to you.

The harder that you try baby, the further you'll fall
Even with all the money in the whole wide world
Everything you know about me now baby you gonna have to change
You gonna have to call it by a brand new name
Just like a tree down by the water baby I shall not move
Even after all the silly things we do

Please don't pass me by
Please don't drag me down

Whoo! Shout for Jack!

Friday, April 09, 2004

Lonely Man
Christopher Reeves

Dreaming awake
I see your face.
I die alone without you.
My body is forever falling
into the darkness.
Sinking to the bottom of the sea,
my skin slowly fades away.
Light breaks the surface of the crashing waves
reaching like tentacles trying to...
trying to reach for me
and pull me back to you.

Sleeping
Dying
Awakening
Crying
I've lost you for the last time
I wish my dream would come true
I need to find myself someday
Before I'm lost in you.

Mr. Nobody,
give me one last drink
before I wander through the rain
to that cold and lonely place
where I sit night after night
staring at the walls.
The windows flash with light
while water streaks the pane.
Closed eyes.
dark
I see your face
turned the other way.
Eyes open...
dark
Were you ever really here,
with me?
All alone in this house of empty dreams,
lying on the floor,
staring into your empty eyes.

Sleeping
Dying
Awakening
Crying
I've lost you for the last time
I wish my dream would come true
I need to find myself someday
Before I'm lost in you.