craps of a growth of a relationship
the calyx's redemption

it's only a piece of 'untold' words
that i really want to say to you
but i realize that you don't need it
you know what you have to do
by yourself for your next day's life

maybe (just maybe)
there's a lot of transition going on in your life now
and there's a great opportunity for you
to get rid of emotions, ideas n physical goods
that you just don't need any more

some oldfolks saying
'out with the old and in with the new'
has never been more applicable for you
click out the phone numbers of people that you will never call
the people who are good for you aren't going anywhere

baby... clean the slate and give yourself a 'blank canvas' to work on

and now it's up to you
i'm not you
who lived your life
all i can do is
writing this craps, telling stories
and (maybe) it sucks for you to read and listen

i believe
transitional periods like this can be very difficult
but you are blessed with an emotional intelligence
that helps you see that things happen for a reason in life
this period will make you stronger

i give you this
attention, care, lil help and love
no conditions at all, i can't hope anything from you
i can't
and i can't

you know why?
an old quotes that washed my brain up
'segala sesuatu yang bersumber dari hati dan pikiran yang bersih, akan memancarkan sinar kasih sayang bagi sesamanya - ajaran jalaksana'
i do, i did and i will do anything with this quote
that's gimme the real life, many great surprises and unexpected things

sorry my dear Allah.. it's not fair..
i feels something 'empty'
i feels something 'stupid'
i feels something 'embarassed'
i feels something 'damn crazy'
to do this mistyping on a piece of heaven