beautiful sadness
a damn cozy feelings

alone i climb
until i fall

like a fool i have played the part
of what i hoped for so long
the need to belong in passion n luv

damn,
i'm trying to stay on the line
while there's a will to cross it

then, i realize that
after suffering a broken heart and broken dreams
your love equation may change
to meeting the partner of your dreams,
falling in love,
getting married,
suffering infidelity
and living in the pain of that experience forever.

For such a person,
even the thought of meeting a partner and falling in love,
now equates to pain.

only a secret love brings more than a broken heart

and now i do believe it because i feel it