I'm Not Sure
hurt or fun?

i don't know if I should have cried or not
it confuses me, because it's so hard to keep my feelings,
but part of me says that you're hurting because of me,
is that true?
don't say no to make me feel better,
say your answer because you mean it,
because it's the truth.
being patient is hard for me,
but i will certainly try.
i know you want me to express myself to you and tell you my feelings,
but you already know that i love you.
what more is there to say?
why did they make truth and honesty a word?
you may never know.
until you open yourself up to me,
i remain feeling the way that i am.